Monday, January 28, 2008

Missed me?!


Yes indeed! It has been a long time and I deeply apologize for that.....Well, it is a new year, 2008....But before i begin with all the new year cliches amd so on, I just wanted you to know that the year ended really well for me.....I spent it with my family and saw some family members i had not seen in ages....It was pretty awesome actually.....I got lovely presents for christmas and i hope i gave some lovely presents as well......
Well, back to the present......I really don't make new years a big thing; in that, i do not make resolutions and i live one day at a time as it was ordained......lol.....Although, i did not make any resolutions, what i hope is that I am healthy, happy and that I do my best at my job so at the end of the day, i am not disappointed in myself......
One of the most awful things for me as a person, is to be disappointed in myself........No one can bring me down as much as me and what i really hope is that i never disappoint me and that, i be a best friend to everyone who needs one at any point in time.........I love people.....well, most people and i refuse to be unhappy although some days it creeps in......I need to make others around me happy and i need to love as much as possible because this is what makes me, me..........
Before i go any further with my sappy chorus about what makes me, me and what makes me happy, I would like to introduce you to a really good friend and colleague of mine.......Her name is Heidi Ann, and to tell you the truth, I have never met someone so innately good.......She is funny, kind, wise, intelligent and selfless..........Her smile always brightens my heart and there is absolutely nothing about her, I'd like changed..........
I think, if I am half the person Heidi is, I have achieved much in my life......I will never meet another person like her because I am certain, she is one in ten billion........I would offer her my organs if I had to or even my life because such a person deserves to pour a little bit of compassion on whoever she meets and thus needs to live a long life......
There is goodness in us all and an equal dose of evil but some persons negate that goodness altogether.......I think Heidi has allowed goodness to consume her so much so that a transposition occurred where no evil is able to reide........Thank you for being my friend girl.......:-)
Now, i will say Adieu and hope that we speak soon.......