Hmmmmmm? Ok then!!!

Hi there guys, Im back with some news! It could be good or bad but it depends on which side of the fence that you are on. Well, our eighty something Prime Minister has chosen his cabinet and they had the swearing in of the Ministers at the official residence of the Prime Minister.

So, we have as our Minister of Youth and sports, Hon. Lenard Montoute! He should be very effective in that position, as he seems to be very nsync with the youth of the country and the division of sports....what else is there to say?....he is Hon. Lenard Spider Montoute!....hmmmmmm!!!

I am hastily jumping into the position of Minister of Education, as he is one of our own, Hon. Arsene James...born and bred in the Micoud South district! His position should be seen as fitting, as he was in the education business for a number of years, he is a retired principal of the Micoud Secondary school and as he stated today, he keeps abreast with the daily issues of education via the internet and other such methods....so who is better for the job???....Our eighty something prime minister must have been in "sound" mind when he came up with such a decision because it is sooo fitting! What else is there to say, except maybe, HON. ARSENE JAMES is our new Minister of Education. Hmmmmm??....Ok then!!!

Now, here is another fitting decision our eighty something prime minister made, Hon. Alan Chastanet, is the Minister of Tourism and Civil Aviation!!! Should i say anymore??? I mean, you do know who Hon. Alan Chastanet is?? Of course you do, he is the minister of TOURISM....have you ever heard of this particular man, who is the president of the St Lucia Hotel and Tourism Association and former Marketing VP at Air Jamaica?...Well do you realize why this position is so well placed?....Hon. Alan Chastanet is the Minister of tourism because to our eighty something Prime Minister he will do the best job possible! He will be working within a web, he knows exceptionally well....Hmmmmmm??...Ok then!!!

Our Prime Minister, developed this particular ministry for the underpriviledged folk who are not able to attain proper housing and the fact that over a ten year period, we have an unusual number of slum living.....This particular Ministry was given to Honourable Richard Fredrick!! ....You know who Hon. Richard Fredrick is and our reliable and critical thinking Prime Minister has suggested that, Hon Fredrick is the most appropriate person for the job....Truly, who am I to disagree?...Our PM suggested that he is suitable because of his experience as a police officer...he knows the people and what affects them and the reasons they stoop to such poverty stricken living. Hon. Richard Fredrick????....Last night, an individual called on Claudius Francis' show and suggested that since Hon. Richard Fredrick makes soo many references to God, maybe he should follow this one commandment that suggests, "thou shalt not steal"....I do not know where she got that from!! I mean, is the man a thief?...Did you hear of any convictions?....Our PM says he is the best man for the job!!!....Hmmmmmmm?....Ok then!!!

We have Hon. Dr Keith Mondesir, as the Minister for Home affairs and National Security. Of course we do know who Dr Keith Mondesir is because many of us must have been treated by him a hundred times! Yes, indeed he is a good medical doctor, nobody could dispute that. Hon. Keith Mondesir knows what to do to make a sore throat go away, he knows what to do to stop a belly ache! We cannot dispute, the Minister is a Good doctor. Our PM has seen it fit to make him the minister for National security and I can completely understand why he did that. I mean with the man's Medical background.....well, it was the obvious choice!!! After being sworn in, Hon. Dr Mondesir said that he would do his best in the position that was given to him and he was not shy to say that he would appreciate the help of the people in order to fight the increase in crime. However, Im certain there was some noise about the good doctor being charged with assault more than once...Hmmmm??.....Hon. John George Melvin Compton was right, as he has made the best possible choice for that position and only a man of sound mind could be so well "aware".....Hmmmmm?.....Ok then!!!

Hon. Ezechiel Joseph and Hon. Marcus Nicholas(JR) as Minsters for Agriculture, forestry, fisheries...Hon. Gaspard Charlemagne as Jr Minister of Education, Hon. Rufus Bousquet as the Minister of External affairs, broadcasting etc.....Hon Guy Joseph, as the Minister for communication, works, transport and public utilities....lol....Im sorry, i couldnt help myself....Hon. Guy Mayers and Hon. Edmund Estephane(jr), as the ministers for trade, industry and commerce, Hon. Ausbert Duvergne in Economic Affairs, Hon. Stephenson King in Health and Ummmmm....Hon. Charlotte Elizabeth Teresa Tessa Mangal in the affairs of family, social transformation, human(Jr).....

Well ladies and Gentlemen, these are the members of our cabinet....Our PM made the best decision for our country and for the people, so that, as he states, "we can begin the healing process"...that sounds like the SLP were a bunch of blood suckers who wounded us very deeply and critically....o well, thats just me....

I would appreciate your views on our well able cabinet and your thoughts on our PM's choice.....As i have told you, I am in a critical state of shock so I can only tell you what I have heard....

Anyway guys, at this point: Adios!! I will catch ya'll later!!

Change the train of thought

Well, hello again guys! I just came from Dennery, at the school and every body i meet is still very much amazed at the elections! It is actually the hottest thing going on! People are arguing and making allegations about both parties, threatening each other and every thing else....Wow!!! Im truly amazed and still stunned!!

Well, i think i should try to change the topic that is consuming our thoughts at this point! Let's see!! Where exactly can I go! Im not trying to trivialize the fact that all of our lives may or may not be in jeopardy....lol....Im just trying to transfer our attention, so that we may not die of a heart attack because of sheer joy or complete rage....lol...In my case, it could simply be "death by the ultimate shock" after all, who could truly fathom that the UWP is the new government of St Lucia? I mean really? Not even the UWP themselves! They must certainly still be in shock! The evening of elections, my Mom and my other significant family members did everything but cry! We are still consumed by the shock ! I think Jenin still goes around listening to the news for the tiny hope that the outcome of the elections was a humongous error because, I mean, the SLP, lost!!!!

So, in an attempt to change the subject, I have decided to ask a very serious question. Are we really ready for the second coming of Christ? To tell you the truth, I dont think that I am! I am not sure when I will be ready but it is always a good idea to try our best to remain close to Christ, no matter what we may be battling in our lives. I can tell you that it is not very easy to stay grounded in Christ, especially with the many temptations that look so very desirous to us. However, with indepth and fervent study of the bible, we can attain a a relationship with God. In order for that relationship to be sustained, we need to continue with our morning and evening devotion.

A strong relationship with God will result in strengthening of faith. If our faith grows, then ultimately we will want to go around witnessing and telling others about the love of Jesus. As the bible has commanded, we should go forth and preach the gospel to all the world!

Last Sabbath, at the Ti rocher SDA, pastor Stephen was preaching on Saul, and the drastic change that occurred within him when he got to know Jesus; thus becoming Paul! Paul preached the gospel of Jesus Christ. This was his life's mission and in second Timothy, Paul suggested, " I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith,. Henceforth....." (read your bible)
I dont think we can go about saying that we have fought a good fight or that we have kept the faith, but we could at least try to be like Paul who was imprisoned and yet worshipped, thanked and praised God with his entire being....Let us make this vow to simply have at least some of the faith that Paul possessed!

Anyway guys, it is always nice to talk to you and to hear your views as well! QAt this point, Arriverderci! Until we meet again!

Not Dead Yet

Hi there guys! Really, I am not dead, Yet!! I have simply been a bit busy! I have been going to Clendon Mason and watching tv....you know the usual....lol....
Well, actually Im kidding! But lets see, i have just been working and socialising and so on. School was just closed last week! I suppose i have been a bit busy and I am so sorry for that!

Well, lets see, what's first on the agenda? Elections?! Of course!! We had that on the 11th of December and I am not sure whether you were shocked but I am not going to lie to you, I am still in shock! I expected the United Workers Party to win some seats, but guys eleven!! Eleven!!! I never expected that! That seriously was a shock! Places like Babonneau, Gros Ilet and so many other places that I thought the St Lucia Labour party was going to win.....O well....

So, we have got a new government, ladies and gentlemen! We have an eighty something man as our Prime Minister! We have to simply wait and see! Hon John Compton says that age is just a number and i agree with him a hundred percent! But i think there is a point when we have to stop suggesting that age is just a number! Though age is just a number, time takes a toll on memory, speech and the ability to think clearly and critiically! But anyway, who am I to suggest anything here! I am barely into adulthood.... :-)

The St Lucia Labour Party won six seats (the opposition now) and the UWP won eleven! So now, we are just waiting! The majority voted the UWP, so they must have something to offer, right? St Lucians are not dim witted! They know what is right and what is necessary for the good of the country! I dont think they were brainwashed or anything of that sort! They made the best possible decision for themselves and their country! So, let's wait and see!! Good luck to our new government!!!

Anyway, I am moving right along! Clendon Mason got new staff for the month of september! Really eager, young, intelligent persons! Not bad! Met this teacher, she is sort of a new teacher, but not really because she was there before! Her name is Ms Monrose! She is actually Wendy's cousin! I adore her, i love Clendon Mason just because.......She is a really lovely individual; very funny, kind and a whole lot of wonderful things.....I hope to introduce her to you at some point in time!!

So seriously guys, I have missed you so very much! Thank you for always reading and always commenting!!

Talk to you Later! For now, Adieu!!!!

Dreams

Hey there guys, its me again! From the moment I got to know myself, i have made these guys my heroes! Not only because they are black but because they were able to achieve so much inspite of their hindrances.
I have come to the conclusion that my life here, right now is too simple. But if I had lived around the time of Martin Luther King Jr and I had matched alongside him, just once, I would possess unimaginable greatness. This man did so much for black people, opened up avenues for us. Around his time, inspite of the oppression, it would have been great to live. It would have been great to fight for freedom and to yearn for equality. I find this life, now, rather boring. Im not saying that black people should still be kissing the feet of whites, just to get into a grocery store. Im saying that black people should become so unified that no one could touch us. Im saying that we should not forget how far we have come.

But what do I know, Im from St. Lucia and all I do is dream, pretty much...lol... No but seriously, i really do dream! I dream about Derek Walcott, a great writer and philosopher. If it were not for Martin Luther King Jr., he would not be so great. But that's not the point! The point is, that He is Great and i would give pretty much anything to be as great a writer and philosopher as he is, and will forever be. Derek Walcott, had this theory of Appropriation. I understand, that he believes that, we, are neither white nor black, neither Indian nor Caucasian, but we are Caribbean. We were born with different ingredients; not being a specific thing, if not for Caribbean. I also understand from his work that we should allow ourselves to accept our past experiences and move on from them. Most people allow things that happened to them in the past, to hinder them, for example a black man's excuse for not putting dreams forward or not trying to fulfill dreams is this, "we were born slaves, we can do no better" or their excuse for cheating is this "in the time of slavery, black men were allowed more than one mate and as a result, it is impossible for a black man to stay faithful"
Excuses! Excuses! Excuses! This is why I love Derek Walcott, because he bluntly states, "appropriate, do not abrogate" In that we should not be afrocentric and suggest that because of our past we are who we are or rather wallow in self pity and past pains. We should learn to accept the fact that, in our pasts we were wronged and then, move on from it. In one of Walcott's poems, he talks about "finding progress outward". I believe it was Keats who said we should find new pheonix wings. We should always try our best to rise from the ashes because wallowing will only hinder our progress.

Martin Luther King Jr's dream was for blacks to find a place in this society and given all the opportunity to better themselves. Derek Walcott has shown us that despite where we come from, we can always be somebody. We should always dream and try our best to fulfill those dreams. I am in this respect, proud, not to be black or white or indian but to be Caribbean ( a mixture of several different ingredients: white, African, Indian etc) and proud of the work that Derek Walcott has done so well.

Another of my favourite people is Maya Angelou; I hope to become as good a writer, as Maya Angelou someday. She is one of the greatest African American writers. She writes so aptly and with a great purpose. I always gain some sort of reassurance from Angelou's writings. She is some how always speaking to me. Always suggesting that no matter how many obstacles are placed forward, I will overcome. I love her writings! At this point, one that comes to mind is, My grandmothers. I think that throughout Angelou's poems she epitomises strength and courage in blacks and in women. Another of her great works i can remember at this point, is Yet still, I rise. This writer/poet speaks to me. She tells me that, not only can I dream but I am able to fulfill my dreams, as black and as woman.

I have now introduced you to three of the people i believe are truly great and somehow they have touched me and taught me, that i should always look forward and make my dreams come true.

Anyway guys, i will give you a break now and i promise you that we will talk some other time!!! Arriverderci!!!!!

I am Changed

I am Changed

Music filled,
I say if you don’t like me,
Don’t look at me!
I have become a listener of rock,
Showing love with no restraint!
Yet,
Portraying disadvantages in loving.

I say,
If you don’t like what I do,
Turn away!
I say,
If you don’t like what I say,
Don’t listen.
Because despite your objections,
I will do.
And despite your disagreement,
I will say!

Humans cannot be pleased,
So why try?
Family members are as tight as the loosest screw,
Pretentious!
Feigning love!
Mournful!
Why try with anyone?

Live life angry!
You get depressed!
Live life happy,
Someone will still piss you off!!!
But life,
Still deserves to be lived!
I choose to happily rock through life!

Music possessed,
I am not the same.
I don’t smile the way I used to.
I dont care as much.
And love to me, is slowly dying.
But I love, nonetheless.
Because living life is loving.

I still love
And I still live!
Though differently now,
Not caring,
Whether I look good to so called family.
Or whether I look bad to so called friends.
I am very different!
If you don’t like what I do,
Do not look at me!
If you don’t like what I say,
Do not listen!!
But I will continue to say!
And I will continue to do!
Because I am not living for you!

My philosophy now,
Is to live a music filled life,
Rock filled to be more specific!
I will live,
Not caring,
Who sees!
Who agrees!
Or who disagrees!

I will not hear your complaints!
I will not hear your objections!
I will not see your filthy looks!
As I am well,
Rocking through life,
Not caring whether you like it or not!
We all need to live!
We all need to move on!
I choose to do so,
Rocking through life.
And not caring whether you disagree with my
Lifestyle,
My words,
My actions!!!
I am rocking!!!
Through music, I am living life!!!!


NB: HEY GUYS, THIS IS A POEM I WROTE A FEW MINUTES AGO AND I AM SURE YOU CAN TELL THE MOOD I AM IN! I WILL CERTAINLY TALK TO YOU AGAIN! BUT NOT RIGHT NOW! SO I BID YOU A VERY GOOD NIGHT!! ARRIVERCI!!!!

New Haircut

Hi there guys! Do you like my new haircut? Well actually, i told you that I cut my hair but i gave you a fairy tale version! First of all, I would like you to know that I am not married to a handsome prince and we did not have a son either! But i did cut my hair on a friday night and my mom did fix it because the first cut looked more awful than awful can possibly look!! Anyway, this picture was actually taken at Myia's Birthday lunch at Pointe Sable! We had an incredibly good time there!!

Then, after that, Jenin wanted to see an old friend of theirs, so we went over to Cedar Heights and what amazed me was the fact that a male and female horse were trying to get their freak on!! You should have been there to see exactly how they went about doing what came naturally to them!! I will not go on to explain what they did because it will surely be disgusting!! I can only say, that after that, the horses did not part as friends.....lol...

Don't have much to say so I will let you go now!! So right now, i say Adieu!!!!!!!

Im outta my Trance

Hi there guys! Was I missed? There's no doubt!!!So why am I asking?....lol...Well, I was busy doing a whole lot of stuff! So where do you want me to start? from the beginning or the end?....lol...Im just messing around! But before I start, I would like to introduce you to one of the most important members of the Samuel household ( the golden child)...Suki Samuel who is owned by Myia but loved by all of us and yes, she is as cute as she looks!

Well, let's see!! What's going on? Well actually, i told you about Rosa and her daughter right??? Well, it turns out that th e father was the one who killed Kayla Michelle! He confessed to the police that the child would not stop crying and as a result, he hit her really hard to shut her up. She hit her head against the wall and then fell backwards! The blow to the head caused her to pass out and he noticed that his daughter was out cold, so he began giving her CPR! I suppose, he performed the CPR wrongly because as we know that CPR is not supposed to be performed on a child in the manner that one would perform it on an adult! But the young man, being ignorant of that fact tried to perform CPR on his daughter and as a result crushed every single organ within Kayla Michelle's fragile body!! Yep, so Kayla's Dad is the one who ended her very short life!! This, indeed, is very sad!!!!

Well, moving on to brighter things, "Once upon a time, on a lovely friday evening, after removing her braids, a lovely young lady realised that she was fed up with her hair, so as an intelligent solution, she decided to cut off her own her. At first, her hair looked terrible but with much effort and a handy pair of scissors her Mom and Dad fixed the lovely young lady's hair. As a result of that hair cut, many handsome princes were attracted to the young lady! But being a respectable individual, she decided to pick one Prince and then marry him! In doing so, she had a beautiful son and the three of them lived happily ever after......".....lol....Well, guys I did cut off my hair, so i have a very special hair cut which I am going to show you some other time!!

Moving on, I removed my tonsils last week Wednesday!! Yeaaaah!!! Right!!! I spent three days in the hospital and it was the most awful experience!! In fact, i have been starving ever since that surgery and the only things i can swallow are ummmmmm, jello, cold apple juice and water!! Yippppeeeee!!!!!!Men, Im starving!!! Im not kidding!!! Anyway, my tongue was hurting, the corners of my mouth were too and it was difficult to swallow my own spit and the best part was, when i spoke, my throat bled!!! Well, that was the most fun Ive ever had!! I tried eating pumpkin soup!! Pumpkin soup, for crying out loud but i couldnt get it to go down my throat. And the bit that did go down my throat?.....Ouuuuuuuuuuuuch!!!!! Listen, whilst i was under anesthesia, my cousin, Brad, was in the operating room and he told me that i gave a whole lot of trouble....lol...knowing me, i dont expect anything less......lol...Well, actually, he said i was mumbling a bunch of nonsense and then i refused to stay down! I think i flew the IVY that was stuck in my arm across the room and i kept calling his name! He was joking me a whole lot afterwards, he said i had blood trickling down my mouth and i was calling out his name whilst the blood made bubbles in my mouth!!!.....lol....eeeeeweeee!!!!! Anyways, I dont feel much pain anymore because i think Im high on pain medication but i still sound semi retarded!! I know some people are thanking God that I cant talk but when I start talking properly, I will have a whole lot to say!!! HA! HA! HA! HA! HA!

I cant wait to go to school! I actually miss it! Well, not the students so much!! Well, maybe my homeroom but mostly the teachers....Well, i shouldnt say the teachers, I miss a specific group of persons and Im sure they know themselves if they think reeeeeaaaallllly hard.....lol....Kidding!!!!!

Its always, somewhat of a pleasure dudes!!!! Arriverderci!!!!!

Miracles.......Human faults

Hey there guys! Did you miss me? I hope not, because i did not miss you at all!!!Guys, i have sooo much to say but Im soooo exhausted!!!!I have been doing very insignificant things, like watching "Grey's Anatomy"....lol....Im not kidding!!!By the way i mispoke, Grey's Anatomy is not insignificant!!!!IT'S BETTER THAN ER!!!!!.....lol....Anyway guys, this picture portays the Anse ger waterfalll You could get there by passing behind my Mom's house......whoa!!!!!!......lol....
Seriously guys, my cousins daughter was killed a few days ago and no one actually knows who did it!!The post mortem shows that the child had several injuries in the head and most of her organs were crushed and as a result this caused internal bleeding !!! All this for a two year old???? Her name is Kayla Camille and she was a lovely child who was born to very young parents and as a result she paid for it!!! Her father and aunt are in police custody because there has been talk of those two doing sooo much to a harmless child!!! A two year old, for crying out loud!!!!! The mother has been arrested twice because of certain things that persons have said!!! But seriously guys, what could a two year have done to cause her unimaginable hurt!!! People are not supposed to be that cruel!!!! I cant imagine why someone would harm their own child!!!! Anyway, my cousin and her mother are home, cryin and feeling awful and the father and his siter are still in police custody!!! Actually, they were arrested at the airport because for some reason they were in a hurry to leave the country the day after the guy's daughter died!!! Anyway, i think the child's death was awful and Im not saying that it was the Dad who killed her but the person who hurt her, surely deserves to be imprisoned!!! She is after all a child!!!!!!! The Bible suggest that "the love of man wax cold" and yes indeed that is the truth!!!! Im am very troubled by how incapable or rather, how impossible it is for some humans to show compassion!!!!

Anyway, on a brighter note, I am able to tell you of how wonderful and miraculous God is!!!Sweney Philip, a member from my church suffered a heat stroke whilst in England and as a result he was comatose for a good while!!His church family and his family as a whole were very concerned about him, so we allowed prayer to be our guide!!!The church and a group of us young people, Claire (his aunt), Keralyn, Me, Brad, Cordia, Norsika, Shena, Ryan and every body else who knew him....a whole lot of us, prayed and fasted and prayed some more!!Then the news came that he opened his eyes but he couldnt recognize his family!!So we decided to pray some more and the call came that he was able to sit up and recognize his family!!!So we were compelled to pray some more and then another call came, he was able to walk around and he was able to eat!!!Praise the Lord!!!But he still could not talk properly, only in a whisper!!!So we called upon God, and then he made the call to his Aunt Claire, to say "Im fine".....I strongly believe that that was a miracle and no one could convince me otherwise!!!!

Anyway, i got to go but i would just like to remind you that it is always good to give glory and praise to the Lord and believe in Him with all your heart because he is a Healer and everything else you'd like him to be!!!!!!

Arriverderci!!!!!!

Holy Spirit Come and Fill this Place

Hey there guys, it's me again!!I just wanted to tell you about my Sabbath yesterday and my day today because i can tell you without hesitation that i was truly blessed! Yesterday, Jenin preached at the Agape Seventh Day Adventist church and i did not favour the sermon because my cousin was the one preaaching. I enjoyed the sermon because i thought truly that God was working through her to bring a message to the congregation. She preached about the fact that Satan is trying his best to take control of us to follow him and keep us out of Heaven! She gave stories about a man named Morneau who suggested that the Devil is making it his business to trap Seventh Day Adventists so that our work for God would be inhibited.She told the church a story about this particular group of people who thought they were seeing angels of God and as a result, the angels told them to leave the church and they did and the angels went as far as convincing them that they had to rid the world of certain people who were demon possessed! That is what the people believed and truly they thought that God's angels were the ones guiding them, so they had no problems with committing murder because it was commanded by "god's angels"! But really. what was happening is that Satan's Angels were impersonating themselves as angels of light and as a result those people got caught up! However, the Bible declares that if we are grounded and we remain grounded in the word of the Lord, we will be able to recognize these impersonators and shun them in the name of Jesus and with the word of God.

Satan is trying hard each day to take control of our lives and as a result prevent us from praising, worshipping and witnessing as we are supposed to.Yesterday, during Jenin's sermon, i tell you that i could seriously feel the presence of God. God did not only work through Jenin with her sermon but also in song and seriously when she sang "holy spirit come and feel this place" God was no doubt in the Agape Seventh Day Adventist church. That was not the end of such a movimg sermon, she called on the church to come forward for prayer and she asked all of the elders to come on the pulpit! Elder Tyrone James prayed for the youth of the church, then Elder Mervin Mark prayed for the children and Elder Magdalene prayed and I tell you, that was the moment where every heart in the church was touched. My cousins cried (Norsika and Brad) and my heart melted. Sis Magdalene prayed for the church and she called upon the Holy Spirit and she begged him to forgive us, she begged him to come upon us, she begged him for everything possible and i can truly say that the holy spirit came upon each heart and softened even the hardest of hearts. Yesterday, was no doubt, a glorious sabbath day and I am so very pleased that I am a Seventh Day Christian and that God has called each and every one of us to work for Him in some way or another!

Now after i was soo sincerely blessed yesterday, Elder Matthew and a group of youth(Norsika, Shervane, Cordia, Ryan, Brad, Diane and I) went out to work in a small community in Blanchard called "Tee Too" where we prayed with everyone who desired prayer and gave tracts to them also and seriously that was a blessing! We had fun in the holy spirit! We gave out tracts to any and everybody and we prayed with the people who asked for prayer! There was this instant, where Norsika (my cousin and I), left our group and we went lower down to two elderly people's homes and i tell you, i was definitely blessed! The second lady that we prayed with cried whilst i was praying for her and she was sooo moved that after the prayer, she couldnt stop thanking us! She even offered us mangoes, in order to thank us some more! I can tell you that it is no doubt very important to work for God because you feel a joy greater than any joy possible!!

So i urge you to read your bibles and work for God as best you can because that is all we can do in this life!Nothing in this life is worth more than serving , praising, worshipping, and witnessing for God! We should never forget that! At some point, no matter where we are, we should just be able to say "Holy Spirit come and fill this place" and then we will see God move mountains in our lives! Give God all the praise, nothing in this life is greater than Him! We will be going around to pray for people in different communities every Sunday, so i urge you to do the same thing in your community! Share the love of our great God, who sent His son upon the cross to die for our wretched sins!!!!!

Thank you for the listening ear guys!! I will talk to you soon! Adios!!!!!

My Other Mom

Hi there guys, it's me again!! Im sorry, i have been completely ignoring you for the past two weeks!! But listen, i have a very good excuse!! I have been asleep!! I am serious, i have been sleeping for two weeks! There were moments where i appeared to be awake, but really, i was only sleep walking, like, when i went to church this morning, i appeared completely awake but the fact is my memory of today is very hazy!! We had communion, i think!! Yeah, we had communion today, to celebrate Jesus and His shedding of blood upon the cross and the passover, where He washed each of the disciples feet(we do wash each other's feet, ya know?) and then after we had the symbols of the unleaven bread and unfermented wine (grape juice)....Yeah and AY was cool.....obviously!!!Sister Magdalene took up AY, and seriously, i think everything Sister Magdalene is involved in, in church is always powerful , educational and very meaningful.....
Anyway dudes, i would like you to meet my second Mom! Her name is Wendy Monrose! I have spoken about her in my Introduction! My past teacher, you know.....the bossy one?....lol...Well, this would be her! I can tell you that when i was at Secondary school, she was an incredible teacher and any subject she taught, you would fall in love with it because she taught so forcefully!! I have gotten the pleasure of knowing Wendy and i can tell you that she is very very very bossy and rude.....lol...She is an amazing friend and teacher!! Very intelligent and incredibly wise and she makes it her duty to impart her knowledge upon me! I always ask her advice on any subject because i know that she will always stir me in the right direction! She is also a very opinionated, independent and strong willed individual! There are very few adjectives to describe the person of Wendy Monrose because she is the most complex and wonderful being in my life! I will not endeavour to explain her further but i will tell you this, she is one person that i have great admiration for and i would like to become a woman as amazing, gifted, wise, independent and as generous as she is!!!Oh yeah.....i forgot, i also aspire to be as savage as she is....lol...Im only kidding, she is not savage, i just like telling her that she is....lol....dont tell her please!! I'd like her to go on thinking that I think she is savage......cause to tell you the truth, she kinda is.....lol....
Hey, i love and appreciate everything about her, so dont mind me please!! Anyway, i just wanted you to meet my mother and now you have!! By the way, i have the two cutest baby brother and sister....lol...D'mii is the cutest boy in the world!!!!!!

Im gonna go now guys!!! Talk to you soon i hope!! Arriverderci!!!!

Just a Family of Crazies

Hey there, it's me again!I have been wanting to put Myia Samuel on this blog for awhile now because i have spoken about her a whole lot! But seriously, take a look at this pic.....doesnt she look a bit nuts???I thought i should get a better picture but then, i decided against it!! This shows her true colors!!! Now Myia is someone i have been emulating from the day i was born and as a result I am nuts.....lol....
Myia is incredibly smart!Everything she does, she does it to the best of her ability!She is very generous and ridiculously funny!!She is funny to a point of insanity!!! She always tells the truth, despite the fact that it may hurt!! I have looked up to Myia for a very long time and I am proud of her very "special" personality!! She jokes with you now and ten seconds later, an explosion can take place!!! She has been there ALOT for me!! Being my big sister and my my best friend!!Although our relationship was slightly injured when she went off to study, but no one and nothing can replace this weird, loving, crazy, funny, beautiful person in my life!!!
You know, sometime ago, we had a fight because she had said that i replaced her with a particular individual!! I just thought she should be reminded that "she is, no doubt, irreplaceable"

Anyway, i have got to say, Ciao!!!!

Duh Cheese

Hey guys, it's me again!! I would like you to meet "duh cheese"! His actual name is Matthew Kisna and he is married to Jenin! You remember Jenin, dont you? There is a picture of her in my Introduction and just to further refresh your memory "the cause of all my problems"....lol...Anyway, Jenin and Matthew have been married for a while now and he still thinks Jenin is "purrfect".....Love i say, is sooooo blind.....lol....Im kidding!! But seriously, Matthew, is a great guy, he is kind, intelligent, wise and funny in a weirdo sort of sense....lol...Nah, he is funny! He is really caring and a very nice young man altogether! I think Jenin made the one right choice in her entire life.....lol...He is a great older brother for me and an amazing christian!He loves and fears God and he believes that nothing should be more important than following Christ and preaching His word to all!!I really admire him and Im very proud of him as a person!!
Now, the truth about him....He thinks he is duh cheese and what i mean by this is, he thinks he is just soooooo fuh---ine!!If you say something like"Matt, you look nice today".....His response will be either, "I know" or "I always look nice"....Just before he leaves the house, he must always check to see if any hairs are out of place.....lol....What hairs?.....He is bald!!!!
What do you think????? Is he "duh cheese"????......Ummmmmmmmmmmm....Nah!!!!.....lol...Maybe in Jenin's eyes!!!.....Im only kidding Matty!!!

Adios dudes!!!!!

My Make...... "something"

Hey there guys, its me again!! Im sure in the earlier picture of Denis and I, you noticed something very different about my hair!! Well, i grew it over night....lol...Nah!! I dont know if this was the makeover that Jenin and Myia were looking for but at least, they got one! This was the best i could do without getting anything completely shaved off!!!....lol...Now what i plan to do is leave this in my hair for an extremely long time! I intend to allow my natural hair to grow over the braids and when it has turned to locks completely, then i will cut off the ends of the braids!!! What do you think? Nasty, huh? Well, who cares what you think??? Definitely, not me!!! I think the new look goes with me pretty well!!
Anyway, i went to church yesterday and it was awesome!! Actually, i wanted t0 go to Mon repos because it was the final sabbath of the crusade but Im glad i did not go! In fact, i decided to go to my church, the Desruisseaux Agape Seventh Day Adventist Church, and i was truly blessed by the entire service!! Sister Magdalene did the sermon.It was based on the story where Jesus came into the temple and he became angry when he saw that the people transformed His holy place into a market place! A place where people bought and sold and if you were poor, it would be impossible to enter the temple!!She spoke of the fact that, the people's menatlity was this; if you had money, Heaven would be easily accessible to you but if you were poor, Heaven would be an impossibility!!
When Jesus walked into the temple and he saw all these things happening in a place that was supposed to be considered holy, a place where people were supposed to come in freely to worship His Father and to Pray, He became angry!!! He had every right to portray anger!!
Not only was He angry because of their actions in the temple but he was angry because on His way to the temple, He saw the blind, the poor, the lame, begging for enough money to buy a dove to sacrifice, so their children would be saved!!This was not His Father's teachings, this was not written in the word!Jesus was angry and He ensured that the persons who were using Christ's temple as a market place knew what they were doing and knew exactly who He was: the Son of God!! He healed the lame, blind, deaf and weary and Nicodemus was so amazed by Him.....
Come on, you need to read this for yourself!!! See, how the Bible is interesting? You need to read the four gospels, Matthew, Mark, Luke and John!! They are truly incredible!!

Anyway, I have got to say Adieu!!!

Meet my CUZ

Hey guys! It's me again! Im sorry that I have been missing in action( i was a bit busy)!Anyway, i have been very good! I went to church at Mon Repos on Saturday, It was awesome!!Im always blessed by Pastor Biscette! Sunday, i cant remember much but i was fully satisfied...lol....(my hunger i mean)! Monday and Tuesday were busy days at Clendon Mason (putting in grades and all that jazz)! Took up most of my energy!But i have to look at the bright side of every aspect , so the bright side is, "staying late at Clendon Mason is better than nothing because i do not have a life and I cant stay away, so i come back very early the next morning" The very wise words of Michelle Martie.....lol....Its true, Im not embarrassed at alll! Not one bit! As i have told you before, I am very proud of my lack of "activities"......lol......
Anyway guys, i would like to introduce you to my cousin! He is the one i was talking about in the "Introduction" His name is Brad and I have known him my entire life! In fact we were born in the same month being only a few days apart! Naturally, Im the older one!!! We went to pre school together and then off to primary school! We spent a good bit of time at primary school, fighting and being very good friends! Then we parted when we moved on to secondary school and A level! Though we did not go to the same schools after primary, I felt that i knew all of the students that he knew and vice versa because we made it our business to talk about everything that happened and continued to happen in our lives!! I can safely say that i can talk to Denis about every and anything! He is an excellent listener and adviser and an even better confidante! I have known him all my life (literally) and there is absolutely nothing bad i can say about him (except maybe......when we were really young, he used to grow his nails and when we used to fight, he used to scratch me......OUCH.......lol....)Other than that, I know that he is smart....incredibly smart!!!! Selfless, in that, he can never say no! Every and anything you ask him to do, he will!!Unless it's porn and Im not even sure he'd say no to that......lol....Im kidding!!! Im not sure if Im kidding! He would give until he had nothing left to give and I am not making this up!!!!
I know he sounds perfect but he is not!! He is as crazy as I am!! Or even more so!! He gives the weirdest, meanest and nastiest jokes!! He has a special sense of humour that i totally get and he is just without a doubt nuts!! If you spent an hour with him, you would either be laughing your butt off or thinking about the easiest way to kill him......lol....I laugh whilst thinking of the easiest way to kill him!!!! We just say we are crazy and we accept it and look on the very bright side
of our craziness " you can either love us or hate us and sooner or later those who hate us, will love us"

That's right dudes! It's the truth and by the way, how do you think he looks in this picture? He thinks he doesnt look good in pix! Oh and dont think your opinion is worth much even though you took your cool time to express yourself!!! We just will not care either way!!!!

Bye y'all!! Talk to you soon, you hear??

Make Over? Make Under? Make Never?

Hi there people, it's me again! What do you guys think of this picture?Last week my cousins, namely; Jenin and Myia decided that they were going to give me a make over and guess what?This is the difference!!Is there really a difference?Tell me because seriously the only change i can clearly see is the necklace....lol....really, that is all i can see!!Anyway guys, Im just home listening to music....not doing anything of great significance!!I was told that i needed a makeover!Let me quote Jenin, "You need to accentuate your natural beauty"!I seriously do not have a problem with the way I look but I was also told that i looked like I am not being cared for.....ouch!!!!....That came from Myia by the way.Ouch, Ouch!!!
O well, that was their argument the last time when i relaxed my hair and now I need another makeover....O crap....
Whatever!This really doesnt matter to me!But they are saying I need to shave my eyebrows or pluck some out.....Dont I shave or pluck out everything else??....lol....Im kidding!!!But seriously I dont have any isssues with my brows but mybe i should get a hair cut or grow natural!These are my only two options because i hate relaxed hair and it is really getting on my nerves!!So, what do you think???Dont think just because Im asking, that your opinion means something to me because it really doesnt.....lol...
Moving on, two more weeks and then school will be closed for the easter vacation!!Yae!!!I can not wait for that!!No offence to the pupils who are in desperate need of knowledge and who yearn for it every second of everyday.....lol....Sarcasm loves me.....lol....

I HAVE GOT TO SAY ARRIVERDERCI!!! So bye for noe dudes!!!!!!!!!!

Missed Ya

Hey guys, i am sorry i have not been in touch.But I am COOL. I had a busy busy week people! School is taking up All of my time!This is a picture of a student and I at our sports that we had last week wednesday!It was a very good day actually!Students were excited, teachers were getting all riled up and i really enjoyed it! By the way, my house totally lost (St Omer- yellow)!It did not have a terrible effect on me because i was more into Walcott - red house!!Anyway, It was a very good day and it ended early so that's always good!But seriously, you should have seen the teachers, so very overly excited!I was not one of them though, i screamed a bit but I didnt take it as far as a particular teacher; Ms Martie, who insisted on running the races with her students to cheer them on....lol...that was pretty funny.Thats one of the teachers I really like at Clendon Mason, along with Ms St Ange, Ms Nelson, Ms Mathurin and a few others. I really enjoy teaching at this school, surprisingly!!!
The teachers are fun, dedicated and caring, and they put their lives in danger everytime they come to a school where there is no fencing and vagrants and crazies come into the school's yard to beg for money or to fight with a particular student.Yesterday, there was an incident at the school, in which past students simply walked onto the school's compound with cutlasses to fight with a student who was just transferred.Its amazing how those teachers have been exposed to so much danger and yet they make it their duties to come to school everyday. They should definitely be applauded for that and seriously, the school is in dire need of fencing because persons even come on the compound to smoke and have sexual intercourse!This is not a proper environment for working or for learning! Fix the problem because that is the least the teachers who have been there for years deserve!!
O yeah, i had a good day today! I actually went to a district crusade in Mon repos!Pastor Biscette preached and I was seriously moved! It was an incredible sermon, i was nearly pulled to the altar to reconsecrate my life to God!But then, i let the feeling pass i suppose!Im sorry i did though!Church was incredible!!Thank you Pastor Biscette!!
Thank you for listening guys!! Its always a pleasure talking to you!!
Tomorrow?If i dont get to occupied!!!
Later dudes!!!

The Lities

Hi there guys!I would like to introduce you to the Lities!These are the greatest Literature students that A Level ever came into contact with(Nelsha is missing though).We were called "The Lities" at A Level because we had our own little literature world!We used to insult other students so eloquently, with Shakesspeare and so on.....lol....We used to give jokes and surprisingly enough we were the only ones who got the gist of our jokes.....lol...Allow me to introduce them, starting from the left side, we have Kendy Jean.The voice of reason in our group.Always saying we shouldnt do this or that and she always felt bad for somebody whom we probably slaughtered with our tongues! Of course, you know me!I have always been crazy and quite mean when it comes to some people(i tell them what i think, thats all)Anyway, next to me, on your right, would be Lovely St Aime!She is a wonderful person, really intelligent and the great thing about her is that she doesnt care what anybody thinks so she would say exactly what she thought!A model Litie, I would say....lol...Next to Lovely, is Kaiser Taylor, very intelligent, a wonderful friend with a deadly tongue!When Kaiser tells you what she thinks of you, make sure that you are in a cullet proof vessel because she will shoot you and cut you up like you're nothing....lol....I always liked that about her!!Now Nelsha is not in the pic but I can not talk about the Lities and leave her out!Thats just not right and she would probably kill me!Now Nelsha Roseman, completed our group and our wonderful personalities!She is very intelligent and nice to only the people she likes!Everybody is afraid of Nelsha, and rightly so because she could be sooooo mean!In the most eloquent and Litie way, she would explain exactly what she thought of you and she would always finish up her statemants with an oh so subtle threat...."If i had my gun today"....or....."i would really like to see you dead"....love that and love her....Anyway, we had a motto that we went by in our Group, which was "a litie by a litie valiantly vanquished" ....we were so nuts and I miss that!!O well actually, there were a few set of students who hated our guts at A Level!They took everything we said, personally!Their names were Vernicia Badal and her loyal worshippers, Ksha and Antonia!Those girls just hated us and for some reason we enjoyed every minute of their hatred!Everything that they said we made more fun of them to get them angrier....lol....They even threatened to fight us after exams but that didnt happen.....But we had fun with our enemies!In fact, at some point our voice of reason was feeling sorry for them and so she thought we should lessen our mean attitude and words towards them!....I tried, I called them on the streets and at school and I said hello everytime I saw them!It infuriated them and I loved every moment!!....lol...They tried dropping remarks at us but you should know that nobody can beat the Lities!!!Men, we had fun!!!At school, in our Sociology classes we used to get them more upset because everytime one of us answered a question, they got pissed off!But what they failed to realise is that they were basically idiots, well Antonia and Ksha, to be more specific....lol...If you are reading this guys, I do not know about now but at A Level, you were total idiots!The Lities knew their work so we could kid around!You did not anything but you thought we acted superior, so all throughout Al evel, instead of studying, you concentrated on us!!Oh well, too bad!I hope you are wiser now.....lol...

Anyway guys, i have got to go!Remember though, "A litie by a Litie, valiantly vanquished!"

Later Lities!!!!

My Madness

Hi there guys, it's me again! I have been a bit busy because of work and everything else, so i have not had much time to say hello!Anyway, I am here now!I had a good day today, being my Sabbath and everything!I actually went to the beach for the morning part of church to concentrate on the beauty of nature and all that jazz! A.Y was lovely, we had a discussion on the church and culture with our AY leader, Elder Matthew Kisna!It was a good discussion!!
Anyway, I would like you to meet my closest and dearest friend in the world, this would be Miss Elpha Neptune!She is a lovely person inside and out!She has tolerated a great deal from me and she can read me like a book because there is nothing about me that she does not know!She is intelligent, kind and loving and anyone of you would be very lucky to make her acquaintance!I consider myself very lucky!!Anyway, Elpha always liked when i wrote poems!She especially liked my love poems because they expressed my real feelings and they were not dark!However, most of my poems are a bit dark for some unknown reason!I guess, I might actually be crazy.....lol....No, i dont think so!!But seriously, judge for yourself!Your verdict will not affect me, I assure you!!This one I wrote sometime late last year!I think, in November(Elpha has not read any of my poems from since October because she is not here)!I hope you will enjoy this one.....lol....Well, actually I know you will not!!!Its a bit nuts!!Oh well, I warned you a long time ago....lol....I will talk to you guys later and Seriously guys, isnt this gal pretty?....I think she's hottt.....lol.....

My Sanity



My soul darkens,
My heart pains,
My eyes have become wild,
My thoughts: have lost control of my actions!
I question life!
I dread each day!
I make myself ill,
Because, physical pain is more logical,
Than emotional agony.

People question my sanity?
I question my sanity!
If I stay here any longer,
I will go mad!
If I stay here any longer,
I will jump off this cliff!
Because there, I will find silence.
There, I will find tranquility.
There, you shall not be.
In death, you shall not be.

Am I sane?Once upon a time,
I jumped off that same cliff,
And I found love…
I found life…

But love…
Love has suddenly neglected me,
Leaving me behind,
Surrounded with memories,
Surrounded with moments!
I long for aloneness,
Peace,
A violent end!

Life…
Life has cheated me out of happiness,
Life has imprisoned me in a dungeon;
Filled with memories,
Desires, real love,
Feigned love,
Infatuation…
Feelings of neglect,
And loneliness!
I though, am in a state of confusion,
As, all my emotions,
Have the same end result:
Pain! Pain! Pain!

I scream,
But no one hears me!
Or they hear,
But do not listen!
They continue to question my sanity!
They continue…

But I need some form of escape!
I need to escape,
These horrifying surroundings!
Things are too familiar;
I need to escape,
But the only security I can muster,
Is death!

Give me a task to help me forget!
Burn my memories,
And bury the ashes…
I need renewal!
I need to gain control of my sanity.
I need to live in a state of forgetfulness,
Or die,
So that my memories,
Will no longer haunt me,
I simply need…
I need an escape!
I need to escape this pea sized life,
Where thoughts of you flood my existence,
And push me so close,
To the edge of insanity,
That I am unsure as to where I stand!

People question my sanity!
I question my sanity!
Am I insane enough to live a life,
Filled with memories,
That you had etched on my brain?
My heart,
And every functioning organ inside me?
Or am I sane enough,
To die?
Forever escaping your torturous hold,
Upon me,
Upon my living life?

Persons question my sanity?
I question my sanity!



NB: I told you it was crazy!!!.....lol....That's who I am!!!Dont worry though, Im not suicidal or anything!I was a bit sad last year!!Still a bit sad but much better now!!So dont worry and please, dont call 911!You are just wasting your time.....I have been through it.....Im kidding....lol!!!
Later Guys!!!

My Locks

Hi there guys!Do you like this picture?This was actually my 18th birthday, which was a Saturday, so I went to Church!It was a totally awesome Sabbath!After church, I had a birthday lunch with some of my church friends and I got great birthday gifts!I had a good time!Jenin and her husband, Matthew hosted the lunch it was cool!You see, Jenin is not all bad....lol....she just messed me up....that's all.....lol...Anyway, around that time, I had my natural hair!I was going to A level and I insisted that i needed to be in touch with my African side!The only way I knew how to do that was to keep my hair natural and uncombeb until it started turning into "locks"!I loved it, I thought it was hot!I used to wash my hair often but never had to comb it!I thought it was cool.....my family members thought i was nasty!!.....lol...Hey, it was awesome, I did not have to think about hair or take care of it or anything!The only ones who approved of my hair was Myia, well cause she thought it looked cool and my other "dreadlocks cousins"!They would be, Donny, Davy, Dwayne and Lance Camille!But the majority won and I relaxed my hair!Now, I am totally regretting this!!I miss my dreads man!!I dont think i looked too bad!!There is not a significant difference, now and then is there??Well, i dont see it!!!

Catch you in a few minutes!!Bye!!

My "small" family

Hey guys!It's me again!This is just a small portion of my family members (very small)!These are my cousins ( Desma Flavius and her absolutely gorgeous daughter, Anya, Julia Popo next to her, Christa Popo(the last of the Popo sisters), next to her, laughing her head off is Sorisha Popo, behind her (me of course), next to me, my mad cousin and the eldest of the Popo sisters, Norsika and next to Norsika is Joycelyn Willie)!Just a few members guys!This picture was taken on the final day of a Camp that our church had last year in Choiseul!It was a whole lot of fun!Actually, we did not even want to leave on the final day because we were having such a ball!Although, we had a card board bathroom for the girls that was ruined by rain and the guys were bathing in the naturalness of the environment....lol...It was fun!We loved every second of it! We should totally have another camp like the one we had last year!!

Anyway guys, I have to go but we will converse a little later today Im sure! Ciao!!

Lookalikes

Hi there guys!I am back!Church was awesome, we had another discussion!This one was on St John 15!It was done by Elder Tyron James!It was pretty cool!Get a Bible and read it anytime ok???Its a good chapter!Anyway, I know what you're thinking, I am on the computer on a Saturday night and so, I do not have much of a life!Well.....You would be right.....lol....But it's okay, Im enjoying every second of it....lol....Anyway, Id like you guys to meet my Mom!She is a wonderful person and she has been a great constant in my life, teaching me the difference between right and wrong!Showing me that life is worth living every second to the fullest!She is a great lady and I am so glad that I have been sooo blessed that she has been my mother!I thank God for her each day and Im proud to have her as my own!I love you Mom!

Anyway, guys I have got to go!So LATER!!!

Hell Fire

Hey guys, its me again! Just saying hola! I went to church today, if I did not tell you, I am a Seventh Day Adventist christian!I had a wonderful day at church!We had a day of teaching today and we were basically discussing the coming of Christ, hell fire and so on! I understood a great deal from our young elder, Bruno Flerin!What he was saying is that, most christians believe that when Jesus comes the wicked people will be sent to hell and they will be burnt for an eternity!But he explained it with the help of scripture!He suggested that, what the bible says is that the wicked will be destroyed with an eternal fire and they will be burned till they become ash!Now this eternal fire is not a fire that will keep burning forever and ever!The fire is eternal because it is that of Christ, it is a Christ burning fire but it does not suggest that the fire will keep on burning and the wicked will continue burning and burning!If that were the case, then all the wicked people in the world are still burning now even though, their existence on this earth was many decades ago!Now, if this is so, doesn't this suggest that the wicked have eternal life?No matter what, if they are still burning in hell's fire and they are not dying, then obviously, they have eternal life!Now, this is very incorrect, if we study our bible carefully, we will recognize that the Bible suggests that when God comes the second time, then shall the wicked be destroyed by this eternal fire that will cause them to turn to ashes!Others have believed, that when we die, we automatically go to Heaven but the Bible does not suggest this either!The bible suggests in Ecclesiastes, Matthew and many other books that when we die, we become dust and the breath that he had given us, goes back up to Heaven!But we remain dead or in this state of sleep until His second coming!Then, the bible suggests thet, "the dead in Christ shall rise first, and they will be caught up to meet Him in the air"So it is incorrect to believe that when we die, we automatically go up to Heaven!If that were the case, then what would be the purpose of the second coming?
Anyway, I just wanted to inform you as to what I learned today!It was a good day!I have had a good lunch and I just had a piece of cheesecake that Lydia Atkins made for Jenin's husband, Matthew! Im sure you remember Jenin....you know, the cause of all my problems....lol...Anyway, the individual in the pic is her Mom!My aunt and my other parent, a fabulous woman indeed!Kind, generous and loving!

Bye y'all!!Im going to get ready to go back to church!!Ciao!!

Introduction

Hi there, i figured i should tell you a little bit about myself, since this is my first page!Well, lets see......ummmm!First of all, you should know that I am the crazy looking individual in the picture! The person behind me is my cousin and though she may not look crazy, we all know that looks can be decieving!!Anyway, my name is Malica but most people call me Merlie!Most people also think that Im crazy (not in a psychotic way) but more of a funny, friendly, sorta nutty way!But i dont mind, I like being labelled nutty, for some reason!!Anyway, i enjoy reading good literature; poetry, autobiographies, historical books and/or plays and sociology!I enjoy writing poetry very much because somehow i always feel good after writing any type of poetry! Ummm....I have many favourite books that I read over and over! I just happened to have done them at A Level (most of them)...Wide Sargasso Sea by Jean Rhys, Macbeth by William Shakepeare, The Glass Menagerie by Tennessee Williams, Omeros by Derek Walcott and so on! I enjoy listening to good music!Some of my friends say that the music I listen to is depressing but I enjoy them very much!My favourite artists are Jewel, Sarah Mclachlan, India Arie, Alanis Morissette, Cher, Reba Mcintire etc! Love listening to those singers! I also like listening to Rod Stewart, Gladys Knight and the Pips, Marvin Gaye, Barry White, Frank Sinatra, Nat King Cole, Bette Midler, Diana Ross and the Supremes etc. I enjoy going to the beach with my family and friends, thats always fun because I love the water! I stay in it for hours upon hours just enjoying the water and thinking about any and everything!!I like giving jokes and making fun of things!I can be very sarcastic and a total pain!Everyone who knows me, knows that!Although I can be totally mean, Im not a mean person, I just enjoy kidding around!
What else about me??...Well, I have a pretty large family, although I am my Mom's only child!I have an infinite number of first cousins and many many many other relatives! I love them all! They are all different in their own unique way and I wouldnt change, not one of them!They all have their issues and if they didnt have them, I dont think I would love them as much!I am close to most of my cousins!I have a cousin who is exactly my age!We were born in the same month! His name is Denis Brad, we have been close friends from the day we were born and we have never stopped!He is a very intelligent young man, and everyone who knows him, knows that he is a kind hearted, selfless person!!I am also very close with two other cousins of mine who also happen to be my older sisters!The one in the pic, is the eldest one, Jenin!She is a lovely individual!She likes joking around and making fun of me!She is very intelligent and a fun person to be around!I have admired her intelligence and wit for as long as i can remember and I am very proud of her for all of what she has accomplished in her life!The younger one, Myia, is crazier than I am in a wonderfully, refreshing way!She enjoys taking risks and having fun!She is also a very dependable and trustworthy friend!So you see, all of my family members are wonderful and if i were to take the time to describe each of their wonderful qualities, I would never end!By the way, once you meet Jenin, you will have all the answers as to why I am the way I am....lol....
Anyway. what else?...I did English Literature and Sociology at Alevel and I did well because it is always good to do somethings that you love and I loved those subjects!I now teach at a secondary school, in Dennery, called the Clendon Mason Memorial Secondary School!Its a pretty cool, school!Well....at least the teachers are nice.....lol....I teach english to form ones, twos and threes!If you ask me hows it going, I will punch your lights out!....There is a moment after you get punched in the stomach, where you find it impossible to breathe because of the severe pain in the abdomen( that's how much fun Im having, teaching)....lol....I love it!!....lol...Some people, the more they feel pain, the more they yearn for it!!Anyway, what else can I tell you?This is my basic intimate portrait!I have had people who severely impacted my life and caused me to want to be a better person(note the word "want"....lol....)Persons other than my family members, I mean!!Let's see, at Secondary School: Wendy Monrose and Telmarline Paul Louis, they have continued being great guides in my life!Ensuring that I always think things through and I always do my best in everything that I do!(Wendy is continuously showing me, who's boss and obviously, it's not me......lol....she is awesome and I admire her a great deal)
Let's see, at A level, I still had those two constants but i was greatly impacted by two great teachers: Lindy Eristhee, who had the patience of an unearthly being!I had the most fun in her classes because i loved the subject and I always wanted to do my best at it! Hugh Maitre, believe it or not, taught me that it doesnt matter who likes you, it just matters that you like yourself!He also taught me to be a better English student!! The Literature Crew: the Lities, taught me true friendship, loyalty, and how to make a total ass of yourself and still be brilliant!!(I wonder what happened to our arched enemies: a set of students who despised us and to their horror, we enjoyed every second of it.....lol....)It's not arrogance, We were the best Literature students in the history of that school and the greatest of friends(Lovely St Amie, Nelsha Roseman, Kendy Jean, Kaiser Taylor and of course, Me....lol...)!!Gosh, I miss those guys!!
What else do i have to say?Oh right!!I talk alot wich is why this blog is soooo long.....lol....Oh i almost forgot to say hello to my closest and dearest friend!Someone who knows me better than I know myself and she loves me nonetheless(not out of obligation but out of friendship), that would be Elpha Neptune!That's a heck of a friend!!!She has taught me a great deal!!

This is basically me, in a nut shell: Crazy, crazy and oh yeah, Crazy!!!