Before I die…..
Before my body begins to melt into the dust that it came,
my heart would have lost every ounce of life.
But I suppose, that is the definition of true love; being strong enough to have hurt slice through you like a fine blade and still one continues swimming in the gutter that is pregnant with dangerous and deadly substances.
Being so strong, that when your love opens their mouth and daggers begin to fling at every corner of your heart, you do not acknowledge the pain and remember that you do truly love…….
Being so strong, that when they beat upon your heart you can ignore the agony and listen to the music!
Allow them, to spit on you with filthy words and accept their filth with open arms.
Watch their two edged tongue pierce through you and see even your blood dripping with fear and remember that you are bleeding for love…..
Feel the pain…
Savour it!! Allow it to linger a while and remember that even though, even though there is no part of you that does not hurt, it is worth it…….
Worth it?? Yes, worth it!! Do not ask me why; It just is!!!
I think I am strong enough to bare love because what else is there to do?
Wither away in the valley of loneliness?
Get lost in the vast abyss of desperation?
No! I am strong enough to feel the agony of true love and begin to accept it as part of me!!
Thus, I choose to watch my heart as it is bludgeoned to death……In love, true love!!!
Ah well, have a pleasant evening!! गुड बाय! ಗುಡ್ ಬೈ! ഗുഡ് ബൈ! குட் பாய்! ! Arriverderci! Ja ne! Adios! Addii! Au revoir! Adieu! Bye!
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