Missed me?!

Yes indeed! It has been a long time and I deeply apologize for that.....Well, it is a new year, 2008....But before i begin with all the new year cliches amd so on, I just wanted you to know that the year ended really well for me.....I spent it with my family and saw some family members i had not seen in ages....It was pretty awesome actually.....I got lovely presents for christmas and i hope i gave some lovely presents as well......

Well, back to the present......I really don't make new years a big thing; in that, i do not make resolutions and i live one day at a time as it was ordained......lol.....Although, i did not make any resolutions, what i hope is that I am healthy, happy and that I do my best at my job so at the end of the day, i am not disappointed in myself......

One of the most awful things for me as a person, is to be disappointed in myself........No one can bring me down as much as me and what i really hope is that i never disappoint me and that, i be a best friend to everyone who needs one at any point in time.........I love people.....well, most people and i refuse to be unhappy although some days it creeps in......I need to make others around me happy and i need to love as much as possible because this is what makes me, me..........

Before i go any further with my sappy chorus about what makes me, me and what makes me happy, I would like to introduce you to a really good friend and colleague of mine.......Her name is Heidi Ann, and to tell you the truth, I have never met someone so innately good.......She is funny, kind, wise, intelligent and selfless..........Her smile always brightens my heart and there is absolutely nothing about her, I'd like changed..........

I think, if I am half the person Heidi is, I have achieved much in my life......I will never meet another person like her because I am certain, she is one in ten billion........I would offer her my organs if I had to or even my life because such a person deserves to pour a little bit of compassion on whoever she meets and thus needs to live a long life......

There is goodness in us all and an equal dose of evil but some persons negate that goodness altogether.......I think Heidi has allowed goodness to consume her so much so that a transposition occurred where no evil is able to reide........Thank you for being my friend girl.......:-)

Now, i will say Adieu and hope that we speak soon.......

Christmas Again

Hey there,

I know I know, i have been missing in action and i truly apologize for that.... Ah well, I am just sitting here thinking of how wonderful christmas is... (the picture above shows Jenin and a super cool cuz, Lydia at christmas last year) I do not actually believe that the 25th December was Jesus' birthday and we do not actually celebrate that date as his birth. However, i do believe that Christmas is my favourite time of year. This is the period where all my family members (all 100, 000 of them....lol) come together - forgetting all squabbles and disagreements.... All christmases are spent with my family..... We decorate our huge christmas trees and place gifts under them....Myia gets all excited and shakes every present with her name on it..... Then on christmas day, we wake up early to open gifts, to make great, big breakfasts and to cook the christmas lunch/dinner....And absoluteltly not forgetting the fruit cakes that Myia and I stuff our faces with....

I absolutely love the family aspect of christmas... The fact that basically everyone is around and perhaps I feel more loved then, than any other day....

I am excited about this christmas because my family members are going to be coming down and i really really really really reallly reallllly do love the "togethernessness" of christmas......lol

Until next time
Adieu

Caitlin Alayna Kisna

Hi there, I have been away for a long time being busy and all of that.....So first of all I would like to convey my sympathy to St Lucia because we have lost a great man, Sir John George Melvin Compton....Whether or not i agreed with him returning to politics, he was a great man who was very much concerned with education as a way for us to go forward....He won the general elections because St Lucians knew him well and they had faith in the fact that He would work for the people and with the people...Sir John was well loved by the people....Though young, I know that Sir John has done a great deal for St Lucia and thus, I would like to convey my sincere thanks.....I know God will continue to bless his family and St Lucia as a whole.....

Due to the death of the father of the Nation, Sir John G. M. Compton, our new Prime Minister is Dr Stephenson King....As a result of him being Prime Minister there was a slight reshuffle in the cabinet but basically everything remasined the same... I hope that our new PM will continue Our Father's legacy.....

I will come back to politics another time but at this moment, I would like to introduce you to a new addition to our family, Princess Caitlin A. Kisna.....Jenin's and Matthew's daughter.....This child was born on the 20th September 2007 at 6 am at 8 lbs 15 ozs....When I found out she was born, that was honestly, the most joyous day of my life.....I could think of no one but her and i was prompted to call everybody i knew to inform them that this angel was finally born....From the moment I saw her, I can tell you that I have never ever loved any body more than I love her.....I felt an immediate bond......A bond that makes me want to protect her and love her forever.....

I have always liked children but this feeling was totally new to me....Her crying does not disturb or annoy me......everything she does, seems absolutely adorable....I simply want to thank God that this little angel came out beautiful and healthy.....I think she has her Mom's mouth.....LOL...I am severely proud of her mummy for carrying her for nine months and two weeks after her due date.....

Caitlin, I'd just like to tell you that you are incredibly beautiful and no matter what life hands you, you will Always be loved by us all.....Your Mummy and Daddy are the happiest and the cutest parents I have ever seen....Congratulations you guys..... I love you....

Merlie

Im longing for Heaven

Hi there... yes i do recognize that I am almost a stranger.... but i am here now and that's all that matters.... I desperately need to converse with you on the state of our government, but according to Rick Wayne, I will leave that for another show.

It's friday evening and i am truly thankful for the fact that the Lord has brought me through another week. We may not realize this but everyday we are alive, it is because of God and he's wonderful, miraculous powers...

I am far from perfect! In fact, there are times when I do absolutely everything wrong and there are times when i say and think wrong things. I admit it, I am a christian but a far from perfect one. As a christian, i believe that the Saviour Jesus Christ died to redeem us from our sins. As a christian I believe that in order to maintain a close relationship with God, we have to spend time in He's word. Through fervent study of the bible, i believe we attain a connection with our heavenly father. As a christian I believe that there is a need for faith in the relationship with God.

As a christian, i believe that we should always try to preach the gospel in everything we do because according to Paul, faith without works is dead and in Hebrew, a book of the bible, he stated that Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen. As a christian i believe that with God, all things are possible.

Now i will admit that as a christian, it is not easy. In fact many times you will falter like i have in many of the choices that i have made but no matter what, i believe that God works. In 1 chronicles 4:10, Jabez simply asked for what he desired and God gave him that which he had requested. Jabez began he's prayer like this "God that you may bless me indeed...." that is what faith is all about my friends and in this case, Jabez had enough faith to ask for what he wanted and expect that God would provide. That is the true kind of faith that all christians should have. I am in desperate need of that kind of unwavering FAITH.

God is never late and if we simply believe in Him and His word, I believe that we would achieve our utmost desires. We simply have to ask and believe without any doubt in our minds that we will truly recieve what we have asked for.

Friends, I am truly longing for heaven. It is truly ridiculous to allow small things in this world to prevent us from going to Heaven. The ten commandments and the entire bible has given us the law as to how we should live. The father sent his only begotten son to die on the cross, i believe that it within us to try our best to follow Christ after all that He has done for us. Friends, i am truly longing for my Heavenly home. This place that has promised to be wonderful because there will be no more pain or sorrow, poverty, hatred, murders and so on. I think whether you are Atheist, Hindu or whatever, there is still this element of hope within, that after death, there is something.

Well friends, that something is Jesus. After death, Jesus Christ has promised us a second coming and He has suggested in He's word that the dead in Christ shall rise first and they will be caught up to meet Him in the air. Friends, I cannot wait for that day. I am truly longing for heaven. I beg of you, do not allow alcohol, gambling, sex, lies, stealing, lusting, covetousness, envy and all of these things to keep you from walking side by side with the Son of God, Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

Friends, I pray that your life will be blessed by the holy touch of God. Until we meet again, goodbye!

Hmmmmmm? Ok then!!!

Hi there guys, Im back with some news! It could be good or bad but it depends on which side of the fence that you are on. Well, our eighty something Prime Minister has chosen his cabinet and they had the swearing in of the Ministers at the official residence of the Prime Minister.

So, we have as our Minister of Youth and sports, Hon. Lenard Montoute! He should be very effective in that position, as he seems to be very nsync with the youth of the country and the division of sports....what else is there to say?....he is Hon. Lenard Spider Montoute!....hmmmmmm!!!

I am hastily jumping into the position of Minister of Education, as he is one of our own, Hon. Arsene James...born and bred in the Micoud South district! His position should be seen as fitting, as he was in the education business for a number of years, he is a retired principal of the Micoud Secondary school and as he stated today, he keeps abreast with the daily issues of education via the internet and other such methods....so who is better for the job???....Our eighty something prime minister must have been in "sound" mind when he came up with such a decision because it is sooo fitting! What else is there to say, except maybe, HON. ARSENE JAMES is our new Minister of Education. Hmmmmm??....Ok then!!!

Now, here is another fitting decision our eighty something prime minister made, Hon. Alan Chastanet, is the Minister of Tourism and Civil Aviation!!! Should i say anymore??? I mean, you do know who Hon. Alan Chastanet is?? Of course you do, he is the minister of TOURISM....have you ever heard of this particular man, who is the president of the St Lucia Hotel and Tourism Association and former Marketing VP at Air Jamaica?...Well do you realize why this position is so well placed?....Hon. Alan Chastanet is the Minister of tourism because to our eighty something Prime Minister he will do the best job possible! He will be working within a web, he knows exceptionally well....Hmmmmmm??...Ok then!!!

Our Prime Minister, developed this particular ministry for the underpriviledged folk who are not able to attain proper housing and the fact that over a ten year period, we have an unusual number of slum living.....This particular Ministry was given to Honourable Richard Fredrick!! ....You know who Hon. Richard Fredrick is and our reliable and critical thinking Prime Minister has suggested that, Hon Fredrick is the most appropriate person for the job....Truly, who am I to disagree?...Our PM suggested that he is suitable because of his experience as a police officer...he knows the people and what affects them and the reasons they stoop to such poverty stricken living. Hon. Richard Fredrick????....Last night, an individual called on Claudius Francis' show and suggested that since Hon. Richard Fredrick makes soo many references to God, maybe he should follow this one commandment that suggests, "thou shalt not steal"....I do not know where she got that from!! I mean, is the man a thief?...Did you hear of any convictions?....Our PM says he is the best man for the job!!!....Hmmmmmmm?....Ok then!!!

We have Hon. Dr Keith Mondesir, as the Minister for Home affairs and National Security. Of course we do know who Dr Keith Mondesir is because many of us must have been treated by him a hundred times! Yes, indeed he is a good medical doctor, nobody could dispute that. Hon. Keith Mondesir knows what to do to make a sore throat go away, he knows what to do to stop a belly ache! We cannot dispute, the Minister is a Good doctor. Our PM has seen it fit to make him the minister for National security and I can completely understand why he did that. I mean with the man's Medical background.....well, it was the obvious choice!!! After being sworn in, Hon. Dr Mondesir said that he would do his best in the position that was given to him and he was not shy to say that he would appreciate the help of the people in order to fight the increase in crime. However, Im certain there was some noise about the good doctor being charged with assault more than once...Hmmmm??.....Hon. John George Melvin Compton was right, as he has made the best possible choice for that position and only a man of sound mind could be so well "aware".....Hmmmmm?.....Ok then!!!

Hon. Ezechiel Joseph and Hon. Marcus Nicholas(JR) as Minsters for Agriculture, forestry, fisheries...Hon. Gaspard Charlemagne as Jr Minister of Education, Hon. Rufus Bousquet as the Minister of External affairs, broadcasting etc.....Hon Guy Joseph, as the Minister for communication, works, transport and public utilities....lol....Im sorry, i couldnt help myself....Hon. Guy Mayers and Hon. Edmund Estephane(jr), as the ministers for trade, industry and commerce, Hon. Ausbert Duvergne in Economic Affairs, Hon. Stephenson King in Health and Ummmmm....Hon. Charlotte Elizabeth Teresa Tessa Mangal in the affairs of family, social transformation, human(Jr).....

Well ladies and Gentlemen, these are the members of our cabinet....Our PM made the best decision for our country and for the people, so that, as he states, "we can begin the healing process"...that sounds like the SLP were a bunch of blood suckers who wounded us very deeply and critically....o well, thats just me....

I would appreciate your views on our well able cabinet and your thoughts on our PM's choice.....As i have told you, I am in a critical state of shock so I can only tell you what I have heard....

Anyway guys, at this point: Adios!! I will catch ya'll later!!

Change the train of thought

Well, hello again guys! I just came from Dennery, at the school and every body i meet is still very much amazed at the elections! It is actually the hottest thing going on! People are arguing and making allegations about both parties, threatening each other and every thing else....Wow!!! Im truly amazed and still stunned!!

Well, i think i should try to change the topic that is consuming our thoughts at this point! Let's see!! Where exactly can I go! Im not trying to trivialize the fact that all of our lives may or may not be in jeopardy....lol....Im just trying to transfer our attention, so that we may not die of a heart attack because of sheer joy or complete rage....lol...In my case, it could simply be "death by the ultimate shock" after all, who could truly fathom that the UWP is the new government of St Lucia? I mean really? Not even the UWP themselves! They must certainly still be in shock! The evening of elections, my Mom and my other significant family members did everything but cry! We are still consumed by the shock ! I think Jenin still goes around listening to the news for the tiny hope that the outcome of the elections was a humongous error because, I mean, the SLP, lost!!!!

So, in an attempt to change the subject, I have decided to ask a very serious question. Are we really ready for the second coming of Christ? To tell you the truth, I dont think that I am! I am not sure when I will be ready but it is always a good idea to try our best to remain close to Christ, no matter what we may be battling in our lives. I can tell you that it is not very easy to stay grounded in Christ, especially with the many temptations that look so very desirous to us. However, with indepth and fervent study of the bible, we can attain a a relationship with God. In order for that relationship to be sustained, we need to continue with our morning and evening devotion.

A strong relationship with God will result in strengthening of faith. If our faith grows, then ultimately we will want to go around witnessing and telling others about the love of Jesus. As the bible has commanded, we should go forth and preach the gospel to all the world!

Last Sabbath, at the Ti rocher SDA, pastor Stephen was preaching on Saul, and the drastic change that occurred within him when he got to know Jesus; thus becoming Paul! Paul preached the gospel of Jesus Christ. This was his life's mission and in second Timothy, Paul suggested, " I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith,. Henceforth....." (read your bible)
I dont think we can go about saying that we have fought a good fight or that we have kept the faith, but we could at least try to be like Paul who was imprisoned and yet worshipped, thanked and praised God with his entire being....Let us make this vow to simply have at least some of the faith that Paul possessed!

Anyway guys, it is always nice to talk to you and to hear your views as well! QAt this point, Arriverderci! Until we meet again!

Not Dead Yet

Hi there guys! Really, I am not dead, Yet!! I have simply been a bit busy! I have been going to Clendon Mason and watching tv....you know the usual....lol....
Well, actually Im kidding! But lets see, i have just been working and socialising and so on. School was just closed last week! I suppose i have been a bit busy and I am so sorry for that!

Well, lets see, what's first on the agenda? Elections?! Of course!! We had that on the 11th of December and I am not sure whether you were shocked but I am not going to lie to you, I am still in shock! I expected the United Workers Party to win some seats, but guys eleven!! Eleven!!! I never expected that! That seriously was a shock! Places like Babonneau, Gros Ilet and so many other places that I thought the St Lucia Labour party was going to win.....O well....

So, we have got a new government, ladies and gentlemen! We have an eighty something man as our Prime Minister! We have to simply wait and see! Hon John Compton says that age is just a number and i agree with him a hundred percent! But i think there is a point when we have to stop suggesting that age is just a number! Though age is just a number, time takes a toll on memory, speech and the ability to think clearly and critiically! But anyway, who am I to suggest anything here! I am barely into adulthood.... :-)

The St Lucia Labour Party won six seats (the opposition now) and the UWP won eleven! So now, we are just waiting! The majority voted the UWP, so they must have something to offer, right? St Lucians are not dim witted! They know what is right and what is necessary for the good of the country! I dont think they were brainwashed or anything of that sort! They made the best possible decision for themselves and their country! So, let's wait and see!! Good luck to our new government!!!

Anyway, I am moving right along! Clendon Mason got new staff for the month of september! Really eager, young, intelligent persons! Not bad! Met this teacher, she is sort of a new teacher, but not really because she was there before! Her name is Ms Monrose! She is actually Wendy's cousin! I adore her, i love Clendon Mason just because.......She is a really lovely individual; very funny, kind and a whole lot of wonderful things.....I hope to introduce her to you at some point in time!!

So seriously guys, I have missed you so very much! Thank you for always reading and always commenting!!

Talk to you Later! For now, Adieu!!!!

Dreams

Hey there guys, its me again! From the moment I got to know myself, i have made these guys my heroes! Not only because they are black but because they were able to achieve so much inspite of their hindrances.
I have come to the conclusion that my life here, right now is too simple. But if I had lived around the time of Martin Luther King Jr and I had matched alongside him, just once, I would possess unimaginable greatness. This man did so much for black people, opened up avenues for us. Around his time, inspite of the oppression, it would have been great to live. It would have been great to fight for freedom and to yearn for equality. I find this life, now, rather boring. Im not saying that black people should still be kissing the feet of whites, just to get into a grocery store. Im saying that black people should become so unified that no one could touch us. Im saying that we should not forget how far we have come.

But what do I know, Im from St. Lucia and all I do is dream, pretty much...lol... No but seriously, i really do dream! I dream about Derek Walcott, a great writer and philosopher. If it were not for Martin Luther King Jr., he would not be so great. But that's not the point! The point is, that He is Great and i would give pretty much anything to be as great a writer and philosopher as he is, and will forever be. Derek Walcott, had this theory of Appropriation. I understand, that he believes that, we, are neither white nor black, neither Indian nor Caucasian, but we are Caribbean. We were born with different ingredients; not being a specific thing, if not for Caribbean. I also understand from his work that we should allow ourselves to accept our past experiences and move on from them. Most people allow things that happened to them in the past, to hinder them, for example a black man's excuse for not putting dreams forward or not trying to fulfill dreams is this, "we were born slaves, we can do no better" or their excuse for cheating is this "in the time of slavery, black men were allowed more than one mate and as a result, it is impossible for a black man to stay faithful"
Excuses! Excuses! Excuses! This is why I love Derek Walcott, because he bluntly states, "appropriate, do not abrogate" In that we should not be afrocentric and suggest that because of our past we are who we are or rather wallow in self pity and past pains. We should learn to accept the fact that, in our pasts we were wronged and then, move on from it. In one of Walcott's poems, he talks about "finding progress outward". I believe it was Keats who said we should find new pheonix wings. We should always try our best to rise from the ashes because wallowing will only hinder our progress.

Martin Luther King Jr's dream was for blacks to find a place in this society and given all the opportunity to better themselves. Derek Walcott has shown us that despite where we come from, we can always be somebody. We should always dream and try our best to fulfill those dreams. I am in this respect, proud, not to be black or white or indian but to be Caribbean ( a mixture of several different ingredients: white, African, Indian etc) and proud of the work that Derek Walcott has done so well.

Another of my favourite people is Maya Angelou; I hope to become as good a writer, as Maya Angelou someday. She is one of the greatest African American writers. She writes so aptly and with a great purpose. I always gain some sort of reassurance from Angelou's writings. She is some how always speaking to me. Always suggesting that no matter how many obstacles are placed forward, I will overcome. I love her writings! At this point, one that comes to mind is, My grandmothers. I think that throughout Angelou's poems she epitomises strength and courage in blacks and in women. Another of her great works i can remember at this point, is Yet still, I rise. This writer/poet speaks to me. She tells me that, not only can I dream but I am able to fulfill my dreams, as black and as woman.

I have now introduced you to three of the people i believe are truly great and somehow they have touched me and taught me, that i should always look forward and make my dreams come true.

Anyway guys, i will give you a break now and i promise you that we will talk some other time!!! Arriverderci!!!!!

I am Changed

I am Changed

Music filled,
I say if you don’t like me,
Don’t look at me!
I have become a listener of rock,
Showing love with no restraint!
Yet,
Portraying disadvantages in loving.

I say,
If you don’t like what I do,
Turn away!
I say,
If you don’t like what I say,
Don’t listen.
Because despite your objections,
I will do.
And despite your disagreement,
I will say!

Humans cannot be pleased,
So why try?
Family members are as tight as the loosest screw,
Pretentious!
Feigning love!
Mournful!
Why try with anyone?

Live life angry!
You get depressed!
Live life happy,
Someone will still piss you off!!!
But life,
Still deserves to be lived!
I choose to happily rock through life!

Music possessed,
I am not the same.
I don’t smile the way I used to.
I dont care as much.
And love to me, is slowly dying.
But I love, nonetheless.
Because living life is loving.

I still love
And I still live!
Though differently now,
Not caring,
Whether I look good to so called family.
Or whether I look bad to so called friends.
I am very different!
If you don’t like what I do,
Do not look at me!
If you don’t like what I say,
Do not listen!!
But I will continue to say!
And I will continue to do!
Because I am not living for you!

My philosophy now,
Is to live a music filled life,
Rock filled to be more specific!
I will live,
Not caring,
Who sees!
Who agrees!
Or who disagrees!

I will not hear your complaints!
I will not hear your objections!
I will not see your filthy looks!
As I am well,
Rocking through life,
Not caring whether you like it or not!
We all need to live!
We all need to move on!
I choose to do so,
Rocking through life.
And not caring whether you disagree with my
Lifestyle,
My words,
My actions!!!
I am rocking!!!
Through music, I am living life!!!!


NB: HEY GUYS, THIS IS A POEM I WROTE A FEW MINUTES AGO AND I AM SURE YOU CAN TELL THE MOOD I AM IN! I WILL CERTAINLY TALK TO YOU AGAIN! BUT NOT RIGHT NOW! SO I BID YOU A VERY GOOD NIGHT!! ARRIVERCI!!!!

New Haircut

Hi there guys! Do you like my new haircut? Well actually, i told you that I cut my hair but i gave you a fairy tale version! First of all, I would like you to know that I am not married to a handsome prince and we did not have a son either! But i did cut my hair on a friday night and my mom did fix it because the first cut looked more awful than awful can possibly look!! Anyway, this picture was actually taken at Myia's Birthday lunch at Pointe Sable! We had an incredibly good time there!!

Then, after that, Jenin wanted to see an old friend of theirs, so we went over to Cedar Heights and what amazed me was the fact that a male and female horse were trying to get their freak on!! You should have been there to see exactly how they went about doing what came naturally to them!! I will not go on to explain what they did because it will surely be disgusting!! I can only say, that after that, the horses did not part as friends.....lol...

Don't have much to say so I will let you go now!! So right now, i say Adieu!!!!!!!

Im outta my Trance

Hi there guys! Was I missed? There's no doubt!!!So why am I asking?....lol...Well, I was busy doing a whole lot of stuff! So where do you want me to start? from the beginning or the end?....lol...Im just messing around! But before I start, I would like to introduce you to one of the most important members of the Samuel household ( the golden child)...Suki Samuel who is owned by Myia but loved by all of us and yes, she is as cute as she looks!

Well, let's see!! What's going on? Well actually, i told you about Rosa and her daughter right??? Well, it turns out that th e father was the one who killed Kayla Michelle! He confessed to the police that the child would not stop crying and as a result, he hit her really hard to shut her up. She hit her head against the wall and then fell backwards! The blow to the head caused her to pass out and he noticed that his daughter was out cold, so he began giving her CPR! I suppose, he performed the CPR wrongly because as we know that CPR is not supposed to be performed on a child in the manner that one would perform it on an adult! But the young man, being ignorant of that fact tried to perform CPR on his daughter and as a result crushed every single organ within Kayla Michelle's fragile body!! Yep, so Kayla's Dad is the one who ended her very short life!! This, indeed, is very sad!!!!

Well, moving on to brighter things, "Once upon a time, on a lovely friday evening, after removing her braids, a lovely young lady realised that she was fed up with her hair, so as an intelligent solution, she decided to cut off her own her. At first, her hair looked terrible but with much effort and a handy pair of scissors her Mom and Dad fixed the lovely young lady's hair. As a result of that hair cut, many handsome princes were attracted to the young lady! But being a respectable individual, she decided to pick one Prince and then marry him! In doing so, she had a beautiful son and the three of them lived happily ever after......".....lol....Well, guys I did cut off my hair, so i have a very special hair cut which I am going to show you some other time!!

Moving on, I removed my tonsils last week Wednesday!! Yeaaaah!!! Right!!! I spent three days in the hospital and it was the most awful experience!! In fact, i have been starving ever since that surgery and the only things i can swallow are ummmmmm, jello, cold apple juice and water!! Yippppeeeee!!!!!!Men, Im starving!!! Im not kidding!!! Anyway, my tongue was hurting, the corners of my mouth were too and it was difficult to swallow my own spit and the best part was, when i spoke, my throat bled!!! Well, that was the most fun Ive ever had!! I tried eating pumpkin soup!! Pumpkin soup, for crying out loud but i couldnt get it to go down my throat. And the bit that did go down my throat?.....Ouuuuuuuuuuuuch!!!!! Listen, whilst i was under anesthesia, my cousin, Brad, was in the operating room and he told me that i gave a whole lot of trouble....lol...knowing me, i dont expect anything less......lol...Well, actually, he said i was mumbling a bunch of nonsense and then i refused to stay down! I think i flew the IVY that was stuck in my arm across the room and i kept calling his name! He was joking me a whole lot afterwards, he said i had blood trickling down my mouth and i was calling out his name whilst the blood made bubbles in my mouth!!!.....lol....eeeeeweeee!!!!! Anyways, I dont feel much pain anymore because i think Im high on pain medication but i still sound semi retarded!! I know some people are thanking God that I cant talk but when I start talking properly, I will have a whole lot to say!!! HA! HA! HA! HA! HA!

I cant wait to go to school! I actually miss it! Well, not the students so much!! Well, maybe my homeroom but mostly the teachers....Well, i shouldnt say the teachers, I miss a specific group of persons and Im sure they know themselves if they think reeeeeaaaallllly hard.....lol....Kidding!!!!!

Its always, somewhat of a pleasure dudes!!!! Arriverderci!!!!!

Miracles.......Human faults

Hey there guys! Did you miss me? I hope not, because i did not miss you at all!!!Guys, i have sooo much to say but Im soooo exhausted!!!!I have been doing very insignificant things, like watching "Grey's Anatomy"....lol....Im not kidding!!!By the way i mispoke, Grey's Anatomy is not insignificant!!!!IT'S BETTER THAN ER!!!!!.....lol....Anyway guys, this picture portays the Anse ger waterfalll You could get there by passing behind my Mom's house......whoa!!!!!!......lol....
Seriously guys, my cousins daughter was killed a few days ago and no one actually knows who did it!!The post mortem shows that the child had several injuries in the head and most of her organs were crushed and as a result this caused internal bleeding !!! All this for a two year old???? Her name is Kayla Camille and she was a lovely child who was born to very young parents and as a result she paid for it!!! Her father and aunt are in police custody because there has been talk of those two doing sooo much to a harmless child!!! A two year old, for crying out loud!!!!! The mother has been arrested twice because of certain things that persons have said!!! But seriously guys, what could a two year have done to cause her unimaginable hurt!!! People are not supposed to be that cruel!!!! I cant imagine why someone would harm their own child!!!! Anyway, my cousin and her mother are home, cryin and feeling awful and the father and his siter are still in police custody!!! Actually, they were arrested at the airport because for some reason they were in a hurry to leave the country the day after the guy's daughter died!!! Anyway, i think the child's death was awful and Im not saying that it was the Dad who killed her but the person who hurt her, surely deserves to be imprisoned!!! She is after all a child!!!!!!! The Bible suggest that "the love of man wax cold" and yes indeed that is the truth!!!! Im am very troubled by how incapable or rather, how impossible it is for some humans to show compassion!!!!

Anyway, on a brighter note, I am able to tell you of how wonderful and miraculous God is!!!Sweney Philip, a member from my church suffered a heat stroke whilst in England and as a result he was comatose for a good while!!His church family and his family as a whole were very concerned about him, so we allowed prayer to be our guide!!!The church and a group of us young people, Claire (his aunt), Keralyn, Me, Brad, Cordia, Norsika, Shena, Ryan and every body else who knew him....a whole lot of us, prayed and fasted and prayed some more!!Then the news came that he opened his eyes but he couldnt recognize his family!!So we decided to pray some more and the call came that he was able to sit up and recognize his family!!!So we were compelled to pray some more and then another call came, he was able to walk around and he was able to eat!!!Praise the Lord!!!But he still could not talk properly, only in a whisper!!!So we called upon God, and then he made the call to his Aunt Claire, to say "Im fine".....I strongly believe that that was a miracle and no one could convince me otherwise!!!!

Anyway, i got to go but i would just like to remind you that it is always good to give glory and praise to the Lord and believe in Him with all your heart because he is a Healer and everything else you'd like him to be!!!!!!

Arriverderci!!!!!!

Holy Spirit Come and Fill this Place

Hey there guys, it's me again!!I just wanted to tell you about my Sabbath yesterday and my day today because i can tell you without hesitation that i was truly blessed! Yesterday, Jenin preached at the Agape Seventh Day Adventist church and i did not favour the sermon because my cousin was the one preaaching. I enjoyed the sermon because i thought truly that God was working through her to bring a message to the congregation. She preached about the fact that Satan is trying his best to take control of us to follow him and keep us out of Heaven! She gave stories about a man named Morneau who suggested that the Devil is making it his business to trap Seventh Day Adventists so that our work for God would be inhibited.She told the church a story about this particular group of people who thought they were seeing angels of God and as a result, the angels told them to leave the church and they did and the angels went as far as convincing them that they had to rid the world of certain people who were demon possessed! That is what the people believed and truly they thought that God's angels were the ones guiding them, so they had no problems with committing murder because it was commanded by "god's angels"! But really. what was happening is that Satan's Angels were impersonating themselves as angels of light and as a result those people got caught up! However, the Bible declares that if we are grounded and we remain grounded in the word of the Lord, we will be able to recognize these impersonators and shun them in the name of Jesus and with the word of God.

Satan is trying hard each day to take control of our lives and as a result prevent us from praising, worshipping and witnessing as we are supposed to.Yesterday, during Jenin's sermon, i tell you that i could seriously feel the presence of God. God did not only work through Jenin with her sermon but also in song and seriously when she sang "holy spirit come and feel this place" God was no doubt in the Agape Seventh Day Adventist church. That was not the end of such a movimg sermon, she called on the church to come forward for prayer and she asked all of the elders to come on the pulpit! Elder Tyrone James prayed for the youth of the church, then Elder Mervin Mark prayed for the children and Elder Magdalene prayed and I tell you, that was the moment where every heart in the church was touched. My cousins cried (Norsika and Brad) and my heart melted. Sis Magdalene prayed for the church and she called upon the Holy Spirit and she begged him to forgive us, she begged him to come upon us, she begged him for everything possible and i can truly say that the holy spirit came upon each heart and softened even the hardest of hearts. Yesterday, was no doubt, a glorious sabbath day and I am so very pleased that I am a Seventh Day Christian and that God has called each and every one of us to work for Him in some way or another!

Now after i was soo sincerely blessed yesterday, Elder Matthew and a group of youth(Norsika, Shervane, Cordia, Ryan, Brad, Diane and I) went out to work in a small community in Blanchard called "Tee Too" where we prayed with everyone who desired prayer and gave tracts to them also and seriously that was a blessing! We had fun in the holy spirit! We gave out tracts to any and everybody and we prayed with the people who asked for prayer! There was this instant, where Norsika (my cousin and I), left our group and we went lower down to two elderly people's homes and i tell you, i was definitely blessed! The second lady that we prayed with cried whilst i was praying for her and she was sooo moved that after the prayer, she couldnt stop thanking us! She even offered us mangoes, in order to thank us some more! I can tell you that it is no doubt very important to work for God because you feel a joy greater than any joy possible!!

So i urge you to read your bibles and work for God as best you can because that is all we can do in this life!Nothing in this life is worth more than serving , praising, worshipping, and witnessing for God! We should never forget that! At some point, no matter where we are, we should just be able to say "Holy Spirit come and fill this place" and then we will see God move mountains in our lives! Give God all the praise, nothing in this life is greater than Him! We will be going around to pray for people in different communities every Sunday, so i urge you to do the same thing in your community! Share the love of our great God, who sent His son upon the cross to die for our wretched sins!!!!!

Thank you for the listening ear guys!! I will talk to you soon! Adios!!!!!

My Other Mom

Hi there guys, it's me again!! Im sorry, i have been completely ignoring you for the past two weeks!! But listen, i have a very good excuse!! I have been asleep!! I am serious, i have been sleeping for two weeks! There were moments where i appeared to be awake, but really, i was only sleep walking, like, when i went to church this morning, i appeared completely awake but the fact is my memory of today is very hazy!! We had communion, i think!! Yeah, we had communion today, to celebrate Jesus and His shedding of blood upon the cross and the passover, where He washed each of the disciples feet(we do wash each other's feet, ya know?) and then after we had the symbols of the unleaven bread and unfermented wine (grape juice)....Yeah and AY was cool.....obviously!!!Sister Magdalene took up AY, and seriously, i think everything Sister Magdalene is involved in, in church is always powerful , educational and very meaningful.....
Anyway dudes, i would like you to meet my second Mom! Her name is Wendy Monrose! I have spoken about her in my Introduction! My past teacher, you know.....the bossy one?....lol...Well, this would be her! I can tell you that when i was at Secondary school, she was an incredible teacher and any subject she taught, you would fall in love with it because she taught so forcefully!! I have gotten the pleasure of knowing Wendy and i can tell you that she is very very very bossy and rude.....lol...She is an amazing friend and teacher!! Very intelligent and incredibly wise and she makes it her duty to impart her knowledge upon me! I always ask her advice on any subject because i know that she will always stir me in the right direction! She is also a very opinionated, independent and strong willed individual! There are very few adjectives to describe the person of Wendy Monrose because she is the most complex and wonderful being in my life! I will not endeavour to explain her further but i will tell you this, she is one person that i have great admiration for and i would like to become a woman as amazing, gifted, wise, independent and as generous as she is!!!Oh yeah.....i forgot, i also aspire to be as savage as she is....lol...Im only kidding, she is not savage, i just like telling her that she is....lol....dont tell her please!! I'd like her to go on thinking that I think she is savage......cause to tell you the truth, she kinda is.....lol....
Hey, i love and appreciate everything about her, so dont mind me please!! Anyway, i just wanted you to meet my mother and now you have!! By the way, i have the two cutest baby brother and sister....lol...D'mii is the cutest boy in the world!!!!!!

Im gonna go now guys!!! Talk to you soon i hope!! Arriverderci!!!!

Just a Family of Crazies

Hey there, it's me again!I have been wanting to put Myia Samuel on this blog for awhile now because i have spoken about her a whole lot! But seriously, take a look at this pic.....doesnt she look a bit nuts???I thought i should get a better picture but then, i decided against it!! This shows her true colors!!! Now Myia is someone i have been emulating from the day i was born and as a result I am nuts.....lol....
Myia is incredibly smart!Everything she does, she does it to the best of her ability!She is very generous and ridiculously funny!!She is funny to a point of insanity!!! She always tells the truth, despite the fact that it may hurt!! I have looked up to Myia for a very long time and I am proud of her very "special" personality!! She jokes with you now and ten seconds later, an explosion can take place!!! She has been there ALOT for me!! Being my big sister and my my best friend!!Although our relationship was slightly injured when she went off to study, but no one and nothing can replace this weird, loving, crazy, funny, beautiful person in my life!!!
You know, sometime ago, we had a fight because she had said that i replaced her with a particular individual!! I just thought she should be reminded that "she is, no doubt, irreplaceable"

Anyway, i have got to say, Ciao!!!!

Duh Cheese

Hey guys, it's me again!! I would like you to meet "duh cheese"! His actual name is Matthew Kisna and he is married to Jenin! You remember Jenin, dont you? There is a picture of her in my Introduction and just to further refresh your memory "the cause of all my problems"....lol...Anyway, Jenin and Matthew have been married for a while now and he still thinks Jenin is "purrfect".....Love i say, is sooooo blind.....lol....Im kidding!! But seriously, Matthew, is a great guy, he is kind, intelligent, wise and funny in a weirdo sort of sense....lol...Nah, he is funny! He is really caring and a very nice young man altogether! I think Jenin made the one right choice in her entire life.....lol...He is a great older brother for me and an amazing christian!He loves and fears God and he believes that nothing should be more important than following Christ and preaching His word to all!!I really admire him and Im very proud of him as a person!!
Now, the truth about him....He thinks he is duh cheese and what i mean by this is, he thinks he is just soooooo fuh---ine!!If you say something like"Matt, you look nice today".....His response will be either, "I know" or "I always look nice"....Just before he leaves the house, he must always check to see if any hairs are out of place.....lol....What hairs?.....He is bald!!!!
What do you think????? Is he "duh cheese"????......Ummmmmmmmmmmm....Nah!!!!.....lol...Maybe in Jenin's eyes!!!.....Im only kidding Matty!!!

Adios dudes!!!!!

My Make...... "something"

Hey there guys, its me again!! Im sure in the earlier picture of Denis and I, you noticed something very different about my hair!! Well, i grew it over night....lol...Nah!! I dont know if this was the makeover that Jenin and Myia were looking for but at least, they got one! This was the best i could do without getting anything completely shaved off!!!....lol...Now what i plan to do is leave this in my hair for an extremely long time! I intend to allow my natural hair to grow over the braids and when it has turned to locks completely, then i will cut off the ends of the braids!!! What do you think? Nasty, huh? Well, who cares what you think??? Definitely, not me!!! I think the new look goes with me pretty well!!
Anyway, i went to church yesterday and it was awesome!! Actually, i wanted t0 go to Mon repos because it was the final sabbath of the crusade but Im glad i did not go! In fact, i decided to go to my church, the Desruisseaux Agape Seventh Day Adventist Church, and i was truly blessed by the entire service!! Sister Magdalene did the sermon.It was based on the story where Jesus came into the temple and he became angry when he saw that the people transformed His holy place into a market place! A place where people bought and sold and if you were poor, it would be impossible to enter the temple!!She spoke of the fact that, the people's menatlity was this; if you had money, Heaven would be easily accessible to you but if you were poor, Heaven would be an impossibility!!
When Jesus walked into the temple and he saw all these things happening in a place that was supposed to be considered holy, a place where people were supposed to come in freely to worship His Father and to Pray, He became angry!!! He had every right to portray anger!!
Not only was He angry because of their actions in the temple but he was angry because on His way to the temple, He saw the blind, the poor, the lame, begging for enough money to buy a dove to sacrifice, so their children would be saved!!This was not His Father's teachings, this was not written in the word!Jesus was angry and He ensured that the persons who were using Christ's temple as a market place knew what they were doing and knew exactly who He was: the Son of God!! He healed the lame, blind, deaf and weary and Nicodemus was so amazed by Him.....
Come on, you need to read this for yourself!!! See, how the Bible is interesting? You need to read the four gospels, Matthew, Mark, Luke and John!! They are truly incredible!!

Anyway, I have got to say Adieu!!!

Meet my CUZ

Hey guys! It's me again! Im sorry that I have been missing in action( i was a bit busy)!Anyway, i have been very good! I went to church at Mon Repos on Saturday, It was awesome!!Im always blessed by Pastor Biscette! Sunday, i cant remember much but i was fully satisfied...lol....(my hunger i mean)! Monday and Tuesday were busy days at Clendon Mason (putting in grades and all that jazz)! Took up most of my energy!But i have to look at the bright side of every aspect , so the bright side is, "staying late at Clendon Mason is better than nothing because i do not have a life and I cant stay away, so i come back very early the next morning" The very wise words of Michelle Martie.....lol....Its true, Im not embarrassed at alll! Not one bit! As i have told you before, I am very proud of my lack of "activities"......lol......
Anyway guys, i would like to introduce you to my cousin! He is the one i was talking about in the "Introduction" His name is Brad and I have known him my entire life! In fact we were born in the same month being only a few days apart! Naturally, Im the older one!!! We went to pre school together and then off to primary school! We spent a good bit of time at primary school, fighting and being very good friends! Then we parted when we moved on to secondary school and A level! Though we did not go to the same schools after primary, I felt that i knew all of the students that he knew and vice versa because we made it our business to talk about everything that happened and continued to happen in our lives!! I can safely say that i can talk to Denis about every and anything! He is an excellent listener and adviser and an even better confidante! I have known him all my life (literally) and there is absolutely nothing bad i can say about him (except maybe......when we were really young, he used to grow his nails and when we used to fight, he used to scratch me......OUCH.......lol....)Other than that, I know that he is smart....incredibly smart!!!! Selfless, in that, he can never say no! Every and anything you ask him to do, he will!!Unless it's porn and Im not even sure he'd say no to that......lol....Im kidding!!! Im not sure if Im kidding! He would give until he had nothing left to give and I am not making this up!!!!
I know he sounds perfect but he is not!! He is as crazy as I am!! Or even more so!! He gives the weirdest, meanest and nastiest jokes!! He has a special sense of humour that i totally get and he is just without a doubt nuts!! If you spent an hour with him, you would either be laughing your butt off or thinking about the easiest way to kill him......lol....I laugh whilst thinking of the easiest way to kill him!!!! We just say we are crazy and we accept it and look on the very bright side
of our craziness " you can either love us or hate us and sooner or later those who hate us, will love us"

That's right dudes! It's the truth and by the way, how do you think he looks in this picture? He thinks he doesnt look good in pix! Oh and dont think your opinion is worth much even though you took your cool time to express yourself!!! We just will not care either way!!!!

Bye y'all!! Talk to you soon, you hear??

Make Over? Make Under? Make Never?

Hi there people, it's me again! What do you guys think of this picture?Last week my cousins, namely; Jenin and Myia decided that they were going to give me a make over and guess what?This is the difference!!Is there really a difference?Tell me because seriously the only change i can clearly see is the necklace....lol....really, that is all i can see!!Anyway guys, Im just home listening to music....not doing anything of great significance!!I was told that i needed a makeover!Let me quote Jenin, "You need to accentuate your natural beauty"!I seriously do not have a problem with the way I look but I was also told that i looked like I am not being cared for.....ouch!!!!....That came from Myia by the way.Ouch, Ouch!!!
O well, that was their argument the last time when i relaxed my hair and now I need another makeover....O crap....
Whatever!This really doesnt matter to me!But they are saying I need to shave my eyebrows or pluck some out.....Dont I shave or pluck out everything else??....lol....Im kidding!!!But seriously I dont have any isssues with my brows but mybe i should get a hair cut or grow natural!These are my only two options because i hate relaxed hair and it is really getting on my nerves!!So, what do you think???Dont think just because Im asking, that your opinion means something to me because it really doesnt.....lol...
Moving on, two more weeks and then school will be closed for the easter vacation!!Yae!!!I can not wait for that!!No offence to the pupils who are in desperate need of knowledge and who yearn for it every second of everyday.....lol....Sarcasm loves me.....lol....

I HAVE GOT TO SAY ARRIVERDERCI!!! So bye for noe dudes!!!!!!!!!!

Missed Ya

Hey guys, i am sorry i have not been in touch.But I am COOL. I had a busy busy week people! School is taking up All of my time!This is a picture of a student and I at our sports that we had last week wednesday!It was a very good day actually!Students were excited, teachers were getting all riled up and i really enjoyed it! By the way, my house totally lost (St Omer- yellow)!It did not have a terrible effect on me because i was more into Walcott - red house!!Anyway, It was a very good day and it ended early so that's always good!But seriously, you should have seen the teachers, so very overly excited!I was not one of them though, i screamed a bit but I didnt take it as far as a particular teacher; Ms Martie, who insisted on running the races with her students to cheer them on....lol...that was pretty funny.Thats one of the teachers I really like at Clendon Mason, along with Ms St Ange, Ms Nelson, Ms Mathurin and a few others. I really enjoy teaching at this school, surprisingly!!!
The teachers are fun, dedicated and caring, and they put their lives in danger everytime they come to a school where there is no fencing and vagrants and crazies come into the school's yard to beg for money or to fight with a particular student.Yesterday, there was an incident at the school, in which past students simply walked onto the school's compound with cutlasses to fight with a student who was just transferred.Its amazing how those teachers have been exposed to so much danger and yet they make it their duties to come to school everyday. They should definitely be applauded for that and seriously, the school is in dire need of fencing because persons even come on the compound to smoke and have sexual intercourse!This is not a proper environment for working or for learning! Fix the problem because that is the least the teachers who have been there for years deserve!!
O yeah, i had a good day today! I actually went to a district crusade in Mon repos!Pastor Biscette preached and I was seriously moved! It was an incredible sermon, i was nearly pulled to the altar to reconsecrate my life to God!But then, i let the feeling pass i suppose!Im sorry i did though!Church was incredible!!Thank you Pastor Biscette!!
Thank you for listening guys!! Its always a pleasure talking to you!!
Tomorrow?If i dont get to occupied!!!
Later dudes!!!